It's time to move on to the new me that is waiting on the other side of this depression and I definately mean it this time, depression will not be kicking my ass .I'm ready for the change, struggles, frustration, ridicule, tears, pain, and the knock downs. I'm ready to rebirth from these ashes.
I know one day I' m going to find my light through this dark hell hole and I'm to find the strength to get out that bed, out of that computer chair, from front of that HP monitor and fight for my life. It's not easy, some people may call me crazy and somedays I just want to give up but I will not. There's a world out there waiting for me if I just take the few steps to make that little piece of the world mine. I know it won't happen over night or maybe not in month but bet my bottom dollar I'm going to change someday.I want my life back and I'm getting it back!!!
There is a tree near my flat. That tree has been hacked at and abused for many years. After spring, I've noticed lots of growth beginning in parts of the tree. Perhaps after some time, someone look at me and notice the same thing!!!
K Himaanshu Shukla....
